Damn! I have to go to the dentist tomorrow and I hate it! Hate it! HAte It! HATe IT! HATE IT!!!

I hate getting trapped in that chair. I hate the light. I hate having someone else's fingers in my mouth. I hate getting scraped, flossed and polished. It's awful. It's terrible. It makes me nervous enough to want to puke.

Everyone tells me to :"Just sit back and relax". They don't understand the outright PANIC I feel when I sit in that chair. I don't know why. I can't name a reason. It's just there. I wonder how much sleep I'll get tonight.

I am going to the bookstore after my ordeal and buying myself a knitting book as a gift if I survive.

Damn, I hate being like this!